There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I miss your laugh and the presence you brought to every gathering. It's been just over 2 years since I last saw you. I miss you Pop. It's painful missing you. I will carry this pain for the rest of my life and that's okay because I don't ever want to forget how much your death has effected me. The pain, along with the memories, are all I have left of you.
Thank you for the support you showed Giovanna, you made her feel very welcome and loved. Thank you for providing support to me in my acting career. Despite your early reservations, I saw in your eyes that you were coming around to the idea. No one's reaction was more honest than yours when you heard the news that I landed my first big film role. Your happiness will stay with me forever as I could see I made you proud. I'm sad that you wil never see the performance but I know you were proud of me. I heard you couldn't stop telling your golf buddies and that warmed my heart. I've always wanted to make you proud and I'm sorry it look me over 30 years to do so. I wont give up. I will continue to make you proud. I love you. My father.
5th August 1949 - 18th November 2019